Last week, my attention focused on events that came together
in an interesting way. I stopped and pondered the connection. How often has
the Holy Spirit been active in my life when I was not aware of it?
On
Thursday, my son turned 16. Some years I
am focused on find the right gift or gifts for him. Other years, I prepare when I shop for
Christmas, since his birthday is in January.
This year, the day arrived without a package wrapped. (Part of the
reason is that he is a Baltimore Raven’s fan and he is hoping for Super Bowl
Championship clothing this coming week.)
As his
birthday approached this year, I was filled with wonder at the gift of being a
parent. A variety of my favorite
memories played over and over in my brain. I remember those first weeks and my husband
and I navigated our new roles of mom and dad.
Visits to the zoo, our vacation to Yosemite when he, as an 18-month old,
carried a stick in every picture, reading the entire series of Magic Tree House
books as a family and watching him play baseball.
As he is
on the cusp of adulthood, I wondered at the wisdom of giving my son to God when
he was just days old. At that time in my
life, I believe in God, but didn’t have a consistent prayer life. The first night that I but him to sleep in
his room, before I put him in the crib, I held him, said an Our Father in his
ear and traced a cross on his forehead. And he I said something like, “God, I
can’t protect him from all of the dangers of this world, only you can. Please
protect him, he is yours.” I kissed him
on his forehead and laid him in the crib.
That began a pattern of praying an Our Father with him every night until
he began going to bed by himself.
As I
listened to the priest’s summary of Feast of the Presentation of the Lord, I
realized that the day I committed my son to God was close to, if not on this
feast. It has its roots in a day of
purification and of presentation and consecration. I had no idea that this feast even existed at
the time. I can only believe that it was
the Holy Spirit that encouraged me to entrust my son to God.
As he
begins to drive in the next year, look at colleges and spends more time with
friends, I will continue to pray for his protection and for him to have the
wisdom to follow God’s plan for him. May the Holy Spirit continue to act in
both of our lives, even when we aren’t conscious of his action.
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